Last chance...

Well, tomorrow is D-day when it comes to my hair. I've got a consultation appointment at the best place in town with the best hairdresser experienced in hair extensions and such. I imagine that even if she can do some magic with it, it will cost so much that I can't afford it. But I want to find out for sure, not knowing would haunt me. My next alternative is going to a better wig store and see if a hairpiece will be acceptable to me. I have a thing about not wanting anything 'fake' about me. I was fake when I was a man, it just seems right that now that the real me is here, everything about me needs to be real. And yes, I know the extensions would not be real, but they would function and look as if it was my own hair. That's important to me, I just hope it's feasible. You girls who are lucky enough to not have a male hair problem may not understand, but this hair issue is infinitely more important to me than even SRS. I will feel as though I have arrived, a coming out party WILL ensue. There will be no more remnants of my old life exposed to the world, I will be free of that old self. The baseball cap will be buried and tears will be shed, most assuredly before I leave the salon. Wish me luck!

Stephanie