Monday, January 3, 2011


January 3, 2006. It's been 5 years to the day since I went on HRT, except for about 6 months last year when I was in my severe depression stage. There were also a couple of times when I'd ran out due to shipping problems. (InHousePharmacy, in the U.S. we can't get drugs over the internet without a 'script anymore) In my attempt to transition, getting on HRT was easy.(first internet, now by prescription) Going full-time was an easy thing to do.(3 years) Due to the depression, de-transitioning was really hard to do. And now, taking that first step to get back to where I was seems impossible. I used to tell people to "just do it".

Why can't I listen to my own advice?



Caroline said...

Stephanie, you have to take the ear plugs out.

HRT is so calming...

Caroline xxx

Stephanie said...

When I wrote this I had on my pink jogging suit, my nails are painted,(the longest they've ever been) I've keep up with unwanted hair removal, and I only wear panties. The only things that need to be done are putting on my make-up, a bra, and now I need a wig. The need I once felt to do that just isn't there and I hate that.